Tomorrow is Mother's Day! Some people say that this is my first Mother's day... It is true that it is the first Mother's Day that I will get to hold you in my arms, and hug and snuggle you, but I have already had one Mother's Day with you! (but you wont remember that one :) Last year, you were still in my tummy, but Daddy made sure to make it a very special day! He bought a very special blanket for the two of you to give me. Every time I see the blanket, it makes me so very happy, and I remember the joy, and anticipation I felt on my very first Mother's Day as I waited for my sweet girl to make her grand debut!
Daddy informs me that you have worked very hard with him on a special present! Last night I was upstairs, and the two of you were hard at work, making something that appears to be very colorful! I am not sure what is it yet... but I cant imagine anything cuter than this sight!! Giving you a bath was quite a chore!! I know I will love whatever you two have planned together... but Quinn, I have already been given the most amazing gift I could have ever imagined! YOU!!!!
For as long as I can remember, all I ever wanted was to be a Mommy. When I was little, I had more baby dolls than I could count, and I loved to dress them, and feed them, and give them baths... just like I saw my Mommy doing. I loved doing everything my mommy did. I wanted to be just like her, and so from the time I was a very very little girl, my dream was to be a Mommy.
I had an amazing role model. My mom was incredible. She was the type of person who seemed to make everything look easy. She was the type of person who always put others above herself, taking the time to make the people around her feel special and cared for, but I think the people she managed to help feel the MOST special were me and your Uncle Scott. She loved us the way every child deserves to be loved. We never once had any doubts of her love and support. I could feel her love from the top of my head to the tips of my toes. We were loved, appreciated and cherished, and because of that example, all I ever wanted was to love someone the way that she loved me.
Well my sweet girl... dreams most certainly come true. My first dream was to be a mommy, and on October 3, 2013 my first, and biggest dream came true. You came into this world, and made me a mommy!
I dont think I could ever adequately say "thank you" for the gift you gave me of coming into our lives, but I can promise you this... I will try my very best, each and every day to make sure you know how much I love you.
I am looking forward to our day tomorrow! It may be "mother's day" but to me it is OUR day. I love you sweet girl!!
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